Feeling the law of attraction.

I’ve mentioned a few times that I’m at a bit of a crossroads in life, so I’ve been looking at what I want over the next few years. I also suffer with anxiety, partcularly when it comes to the future and the unknown, so I decided I needed some help and guidance.

I remembered that I used to own a tarot deck and a few gemstones, so I purchased the same deck I had in the past and a few bracelets of different gemstones with different helpful properties in order to help undersand myself better, bring more positive energy into my life and block out negativity. I have also started a manifesting journal to help put my wants out into the universe.

Don’t get me wrong, I like working hard. I like feeling proud of things I create, achieve and/or succeed at. But failure becomes a much bigger concern the older one gets, and so I am looking for reassurance that I’m on the right path, even if that means failing one hundred times before finally succeeding.

So far I have found doing readings with the tarot deck to be very informative, and discovered that my intuition goes further than I ever thought (or believed) it did. I have also found the couple of times I’ve worn a gemstone bracelet has helped with whatever I needed it to. There is an argument that I was just focused more on my mindset, but even so, I’ll accept the placebo effect if it works.

This kind of thing isn’t for everyone, of course. It’s a matter of belief. I have always believed in karma and things happening for a reason, so it makes sense that my beliefs can go further into manifestation. It’s something I’ve been interested in doing for some time, and now, as I sit at this crossroads, is the perfect time to find direction and start putting more faith into myself and the universe.